—WOULD’VE
THOUGHT YOU WROTE DOWN EVERY WORD
..."I’m sorry you
misunderstood" is something you never want to hear.
…I’m a million
different people from one day to the next.
…Sometimes we
think we are only observers.
…At a certain
point in my childhood one of my brothers had an ant farm in a glass
aquarium. It seems odd he was allowed
that. I remember staring at the tunnels
and busy ants. They were always in a
hurry and seemed to be on a great mission.
They had agency and a purpose.
Isn’t it ridiculous to be jealous of an ant?
…Cold only
feels cold at first, until it fades to numb.
…A whimper is
an interesting noise. It can sound cute
or passionate or it can sound like pain.
That’s why you have to see it when you hear to know what it really is.
…I’ve never
been to summer camp, but I’ve heard a lot goes on there.
…Mom loved the
Mourning Moon, and said it was her friend.
I hope so. I hope it’s my friend
as well.
…Sometimes it’s
so sunny outside, so beautiful on the lake, that even a guy like me can’t stay
depressed.
…Sometimes I’m
like all those insects that keep slamming into my window, thinking it’s air
when it’s actually unforgiving glass.
…Sometimes
people treat you like a forensics experiment, them trying to solve a problem,
ensuring they’ll be an expert witness someday at the trial.
…I’ve been
acquiring new versions of myself and hoping they’ve got thicker skin and better
manners.
…If being
humble doesn’t work, stick with it. Be
patient.
…I give all the
credit to my old friend, Cabernet.
…It’s nice to
be told when the coast is clear.
…“Ollie, Ollie,
in free!” That’s something I like to
hear.
…I really hate
The Minnesota Goodbye, but when I’m older I might regret hating it.
…What I do here
is for me. It’s cathartic, psychobabble. I guess I just need someone to talk to. Doesn’t everyone?
…Most of the
time, I’m thinking I’ve got fifteen people who actually read this, and
twenty-something bots. Tell me it’s not
so.
…Strife is an
old-fashioned word. I like the sound of it
but not the meaning.
…It’s strange
how the game has changed but the people playing it hasn’t.
…I can handle a
few tears now and then. It’s the buckets
I have a tough time with.
…I better read
between the lines in case I need them when I’m older.
…Gravity is
working against me.
…That’s bleak
as hell, or maybe it’s beautiful. You
decide.
…I’m going to
need your help. We’ve got a long trip
ahead of us.
…For what it’s
worth, I really care about you. I do.
Great post, as per usual. Reminds me of two songs: "Better" by Regina Spektor, on Begin to Hope; and "I Wanna Get Better" by Bleachers. The second song is a surefire way to get all worked up! Keep marching on, and up, brother! Cabernet, our friend...
ReplyDeleteRV, thanks so much for reading. I'm grateful. And I love that Regina song. It's nice and peppy.
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