—AND…THERE IS ALWAYS
SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO IN LIFE
...I could walk all day
and all night. I could run one hundred
miles. I could do anything…
…I am an icy slip of nothing. I guess that means I’m something.
…I was going to say
something profound here, but it slipped my tongue again.
…Something I’ve become
pretty good at is slipping my hands into a vat of piping hot grease.
…My parents didn’t
believe in bedtime stories, furniture, or dentists. It’s just stuff they didn’t believe in.
…Patience and willpower
are the worst kinds of tests.
…Sometimes the cement
in my stomach climbs up into my throat, then my mouth, and it tastes like
yesterday.
…You might be scowling,
but I always had your back. I did.
…Getting lost isn’t so
bad if you open up your eyes and see all the new stuff in front of you. Then it becomes a kind of an adventure.
…That question the
clouds had been waiting to answer all day fell down in a steady downpour and it
was kind of glorious.
…You really shouldn’t
ever leave without paying. Really, you
shouldn’t.
…Even as I flounder and
flop, I’m still silently in love with every minute of being alive.
…Who do you let deliver
your narrative? Isn’t it up to you to
tell your own story?
…Sunshine? Such a fake friend.
…Blackberries are the
best use of the sun. They hold the juice
of summer in their bellies, and they’re kind enough to die while they’re sharing
it with you.
…Oof. Being too late to the party. Oof. Being
too indecisive. Oof. Being inarticulate when it counts. Oof.
…The house I grew up
in? It was both the scariest and
loneliest place on earth.
…You don’t need to tell
me. I already know I’m fragile, but at
least I’m still living.