--I'LL SEE YOU AROUND
Bone Yard
She finds bones in bottom dresser
drawers, in shoe boxes perched on the highest closet shelves, gunny sacks
stuffed with bones in the truck of her husband’s car where the spare tire
should be, bones in a cardboard box marked ALLY’S BABY CLOTHES.
There are bones buried in the
backyard garden bed, beneath the rosebushes whose thorns catch on her hair,
skin and blouse.
There are bones in the attic, piled
in a dusty heap behind stacks of their old year books and photo albums.
Bones in the downstairs bath that
smells of formaldehyde.
Bones in the lawn mower bag.
Bones beneath the garage workbench,
right next to Ally’s never-used tricycle.
Bones and bones and bones.
It takes her two days, but she
collects them all, noticing as she does how
their texture and weight is like drift wood, chalky white and brittle after all
these years.
In their backyard, she stacks them
until they’ve become a small mountain, and after she’s tossed the last one on
top, she lets herself remember the horror of hearing about what had
happened—her husband drunk, heading out on a liquor run, backing over little
Ally.
From prison, each letter said the
same thing—pleas for forgiveness and a second chance. He couldn’t make it up to her, but they’d
make a new start. He’d be a better
husband. He was sober now.
Today is his release. She’d seen the news coverage just an hour ago
and knew he’d be arriving any minute.
That’s why she doused the bone pile with gasoline, using another gallon
on herself, waiting for him to find the note taped to the front door welcoming
him home, telling him to meet her in the back yard where he’d get the answers
to all of his questions.
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