--THANK YOU FOR THAT
Stretch Your Legs
When I cut and paste you, I do it wrong, miss your legs,
leaving them on the page where they cross and kick and finally find stasis.
After work, we go for walks. Stretch
your legs, I say to your lower half.
Heel, toe, I say, stretch your legs.
Sure, people stare.
We’re a voyeur nation after all. But it’s hard to indict a pair of legs that
know what they’re doing, that are walking on their own volition.
Weekends we slump down on the couch that faintly smells of
your apple blossom shampoo. We watch reruns
of Forensic Files until your ankles slouch, revealing how tired they are.
If they allow it, I file and paint your toe nails. I shave your legs when they become
downy. I apply a light film of lotion
and give them a luxurious massage.
Sometimes I carry them to bed, careful about the pressure or
where I rest my chin.
Under the yawning moon’s breath or a nightlight, I sometimes
search the right knee for that old skating scar, the one I used to trace when
your legs were attached.
I get down on my knees right next to your knees. At first, I hum that George Michael song we
first danced to all those years ago, but then I always end up whispering the
same thing, asking for forgiveness, wishing I’d never made you take that jump
with me over the falls where the water sat colder and harder than I thought it
was, harder than it should have been.
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