—GOOD FOR YOU

 

 

 

                                           fish out of water

 

today / I’m feeling / far left / of the dial / looking for / a place to fall / and no / it’s not pretty / at all / it’s just another / botched abortion / so I’m absentmindedly / high-fiving my mom / again / her ghost is / such a creeper / a bag of dead pulp / sitting fat and happy / on my chest / smiling through the / smoke and ash / the air tastes prophetic / and profane / so depressive / and unreasonable / every tree I see / keeps asking / if I’m lost / where I’m going / now that’s / an open book / for you / I’ve got no / illusion of contact / my instincts are unglued / gills slit / and swelling / it’s a problematic / catch and release / squirming on the dock / waiting for the sun / to ripen / make me dinner / different / or dead