—PILOT COMES
ON, SAYS THE YEAR IS ALMOST DONE. FIVE, FOUR,
THREE, TWO, ONE…
…It’s twenty to
four and I’m still trying to find the moon.
No big surprise there.
…What do you
prefer, that I not think about it at all?…Looking back, there were a lot of things I could have done differently, but I’m not sorry at all about that. I wouldn’t change a thing.
…This body is
robed in the weight of things I cannot say.
…Every window’s
open and the draught is coming in unbidden.
…Love is an
immigrant--it shows itself in its work.
It works for almost nothing.
…Is that which appears
so, so? Or is it all flashes and specks?
…Who is this in
the mirror? Why won’t you love me? Why won’t you let me be?
…I am always
trying to bridge the difference between what I know and what I feel. That’s why I often feel like a surgeon with a
little bit of palsy.
…The gate’s not
broken. You just have to walk through
it.
...Let’s face
it, love and approval are in short supply.
…Some people
are fighting for a better life, and you might call that heroic.
…I’m giving you
my word. There’s not a lot that’s worth
much more than that these days, but a man’s word.
…Mining glory
out of the rock of struggle, does it get any better than that?
…Biting the
hand that feeds you. Well, that takes a
lot of gumption, doesn’t it?
…Nothing’s
permanent except impermanence. Upon that
I think we can agree.
…Once you take
that turn, it changes forever, so off you go.
…I’ve been
making a list of expectations, which is perhaps unwise, presumptuous and a tad
arrogant.
…I don’t own a
single gun, yet if I did, you’d be the one to hold it, aim it, make the bad men
run.
…The strangers
in this town, they raise you up just to cut you down.
…I’ll admit
that I’ve held onto hope like it was a noose.
…Hospital gowns
never fit the way they should.
…What you’re
supposed to do is stand your ass up, get back to the fight, and do it for the
one you love. That’s what you’re
supposed to do.
…I may not be
right, but that doesn’t necessarily make me wrong either.
…Adapt. Bend. Red
and green... At this time of year, right
now, all this weight is crushing me.
…I haven’t seen
a ladybug or butterfly in a long time and that really sucks. You have no idea.
…I know you’re
having a little trouble. So am I. By the way, I’m having a lot of trouble,
actually.
…I haven’t
given up on you, even if you are unable to return the favor.
…And yet I
smile.
…Happy New
Year.
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