—I’M HANDING
YOU A MEMORY. CAN YOU GUESS WHICH ONE?
…Isn’t saying
someone’s hair is “fine” the same as saying it’s “thin”?
…While getting
my haircut once, the stylist was incredibly chatty. Then she asked what I did, and when I said I
worked for a church, that I was a pastor, she never said another solitary
word. Not even, Thank you, after I tipped
and paid.
…It’s strange
to think the word church can have such pull, such sway.
…Isn’t it
amazing how much attention we pay our hair?
…And anyway, what
does it matter what you do?
… For quite a
while, when people asked what I did, I said I did nothing. Which is kind of true. People would ask me, “What do you do?” and I’d say, “Nothing.” Sure, it was a little bit dickish, but it was
also interesting, nevertheless, to see how they responded.
…Is what “you
do” what you are?
…Actually, it’s
a problem when you say you think you’ve seen enough.
...The point is
to have agency. Agency means you have a
purpose, that you want something.
…I’ve done my
best defending, but the punches are starting to land.
…Everyone else
is ready. So what’s wrong with me?
…Face, it, we
both know we’re not kids anymore.
…You really
need to believe me when I tell you, don’t ever leave me alone.
…What would
happen if we lived life like there was no box?
…There’s the
family you’re born into, and then there’s the family you choose. The difference is what you make it.
…The thing you
have to remember is there’s a person in there.
…Everything’s
always more complicated than it appears.
It sucks, but it’s true.
…Lord, just a
little more time, please?
…The highs, they
really cut.
…For whatever
time I have left, I want to be all in. I
want to own each second.
…These things
always run late. Godamnit.
…Sometimes it
catches you by surprise, but then those are the kinds of surprises I actually
like.
…I relate to
people who are somewhat damaged because it seems like most of us are, if we’re
brave enough to admit it.
…The air is so
fresh, it’s so quiet, only a few people out tonight, no traffic. It’s practically ephemeral.
…I’m climbing,
but the walls keep stacking up.
…Don’t give up
on me yet because I’m just in a rut.
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